Homesick

Please somebody...somebody carry me over here...

Have you ever so frustate ?
Unloved ?
Can't breath enough
Hopeless...

Maybe I need some refreshing. I don't know. I'm really reallllllyyyy so bored with my life. This holiday kills me. Almost everyday I'm home. Full. I just talk with my friends from internet. Yeah, because I'm newbie in this town and I don't go anywhere else. I moved here at April. I think I'm gonna be crazy.Can you imagine that ? I need real friends like I used to have ! I hate texting, twitter,facebook , Blackberry Messenger because I need to talk with someone real. I'm feeling so alone and underestimated.

I miss my self used to be...went out almost every day, hang out with my friends, I need some breath. Yeah you're right,I'm homesick.

Now, I feel difficult to sleep every night, I don't sleep tight. I know there is something wrong with me and sometimes...sometimes I feel my self really need some help.

I listen 'Somebody To Love-Queen'every morning. Maybe that song is only song which can say what I'm feeling now.

"I just gotta get out the prison cell...someday I'm gonna be free, Lord !"